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安排好的事被扰乱、

计划好的事被打翻、

约定好的事被取消…

我究竟是闲着没事干而被耍得团团转？

还是老天给予的惩罚？

一次又一次的白想、白考虑、白做、白目…

换来一次又一次的厌恶…

谁也没做错些什么，只是不被希望的巧合，

把我的积极往海里抛去了…

剩下的…

只有一片空虚…一片空白…

I supposed to have jobs on this weekend...
I supposed to have gathering with my friends this Saturday...
I supposed to have promised someone to spend them a lunch...
I supposed to have more than a week time to study...
I supposed to type my own notes instead...
I supposed to have arranged everything that I'm supposed to do...
and suddenly...when something unpredictable came in...
it ruined my whole schedule and mood...
it's okay, I tried to managed everything again...
but I end up with a result of telling me...

"it's okay...forget about everything you've done and look forward..."

I was like...everything I've done had already defeated the whole purpose...
then...why should I be so enthusiastic at the first place...
this is tiring...so tiring...
and I'm not that tough as you thought...