Things wont just come like that,
I dare not to wish, I dare not to look forward,
because I can't barely stand any disappointments.
all I can do is be like normal, like nothing's gonna happen...
this could be the best way, also the most desperate thoughts ever.
with no hope, maybe I could feel better if things gonna let me down.
I shouldn't give myself any hope at the first place,
and now, I'm so EMO with comparisons...ISSH"