Do you know what I'm thinking?
I don't even know what I'm thinking...

I'm not Emo, not MooDy, not SaD...but just tired I think...
it's kinda complicated, the feeling was like...realize something that doesn't really realized by my own. I don't even really think about it until someone told me...am I that stupid or naive?

Another feeling was, I couldn't accept for being not conscious enough...am I that dull?I know that I could be a very blur brat but how come, the capability of thinking inner had gone bad...am I like so surface?I judge a book by it's cover?

and the main thing is...do I really care?
Yes, I really do!but how come I failed to show how I care?
izzit true to say that I do not know how to care?
feel myself like a failure...
I don't like being selfish, but I showed...

and at this moment, I feel empty...
this is not what I wan me to be...
and so...what am I?
awwww...I'm so confused...
I can't figure out any way to make it better...
this is helpless...and I hate it...