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The Analysis of the SMILE (of mine)

You know what, recently I found out that I look batter without the signature smile. I always smile by showing the entire roll of teeth...like EEEEEEEEEEEEE...and I think that will only make my face looks bigger, stiffer and unnatural...better to cover the mouth with the hands +.+"

This is kinda SAD, because I am so used to weird expressions...and always laugh out loud until like, Hyena...Witch...oh whateverrr~just the voice wont be lady-like...wont be those very sweet chuckles...but HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...well~can't help..."
I enjoy laughing in that way...:P

And smiling like a model would turns out being very stiff for me~this is also due to I have NO wide lips...I mean wider mouth...but having quite a big face"so if I smile too hard it would be like squeezing all the flesh on my face, end up like having a face of MICHELIN...ya...you guys know Michelin??
yes...THIS Michelin~

Actually working at PC fair is like kinda AWKWARD...like you're gonna meet so many people at once, keep on promoting the thing that you're selling...and there will be a sudden of "hidden" camera (actually not hidden just I didn't realize only) "Kachak"...then I was wondering...

"Erm...Mr? can delete ah?I guarantee you Yong Sui"

Even the camera is not "hidden", and I was like "well" prepared...still end up with some SAD results, there is one case like I'm not gonna forget it and darn you photographer for being so bloody HONEST...

"Ms, can I take a picture of you?"

"Ah haha...okay~"

then aku senyum sikit, then the photography looks unsatisfied...he said,

"One more~"

then aku senyum lagi, "Kachak", and he said,

"You're smile very STIFF leh..."

then I was like...

"emmm...just delete everything can ah?"

then he deleted and move on to his next target.
I'm glad that he deleted everything so that my YongSui face wont appear in his camera but at the same time, I ask you delete then you really delete ah? got so CHAR mou oh..." some internal self struggle thing, but just better delete...D:

Maybe I just dunno how to smile...and maybe I need to learn how to smile instead of making funny funny expression and that's not gonna look good in photos~hmmmm....this is TOUGH D:
am I gonna stand infront of the mirror smiling like a freako??

By the way, being at home, I'm always with my power glasses, no eye brows, no nice hair coz I'm gonna tie everything up...that's a typical "Auntay"~so no matter how much I practice still would be the same...

"YER, with face like that where will nice one you tell me?!"

So...in order to be better...I think I'm gonna live every day life like I'm going out~hmmm...Possible?? I'm sort of lazy and I dun like hearing people asking like,