When I was 15, I made my very first decision to quit Chinese Independent school and entered an ordinary government secondary school.
----->no money wasted, free education some more
----->However, people telling me I'm gonna be like down grade or what...I don't care because I really hate that particular school and I believe that I'm not a book mugger
----->I have wonderful memories within those 2 years in SMK Confusion, even I'm so sucked in all my sciences subjects but at least I didn't fail any and I'm happy with my results
*this is one BIG FAT GREAT DECISION I've made!!!
When I was 18, I made another decision which is to quit a so-called fashion design, tailoring course and entered college.
----->bye bye1K+, I left because I feel the awkwardness for not studying but learning a skill
----->I don't see myself in future as a "fashion designer"...I'm so without the potential of sitting in front or the sewing machine for the rest of my life
----->I've fully spent all my time in college and I gained precious memories that keep me missing it so much!
*not a bad decision after all :D even money GONE >< I've gained more than I expect and I'm GLAD that I was there
When I was 20, I made my decision for not continuing advanced diploma after getting my diploma and headed to Uni.
----->no money wasted and I got my diploma cert
----->However I have no money to go to UK for a degree...so I left and approach for a local degree with that aid of "some" LOANS.
----->Because of entering Uni, I realize what I really want and I had a great time chilling with my gang
----->I wouldn't have met my boyfie if I weren't there...FATE :D
*glad that I left TARC due to the stupid parking problems that I bet will make my life miserable. Even I feel so sad due to giving up the chance to go to UK, but that time I really got no money for it and I'm not gonna borrow money from legal shark loan!!!
*it's TOTALLY not a bad thing at all~
And now I'm still 20, I made my decision to quit Uni and go for short courses and go on with learing Japanese.
----->the reason is...some sort of feelings, intuitive ones~maybe in future, I could explain but not now, and what I gotta is not to regret!!! and earn BIG MONEY so that I need not to explain WHY~it's all because of MONEY...
I made up my mind~FINALLY!!!
I don't know will it be good or bad, but I'm not gonna REGRET!!
OH WELL~I shall not worry much and just go on with whatever is in my mind :)
and after been through all the thoughts...I recall my dream, that I never thought of having it come true...but still I wanna share so that I wont forget it :)
talking about dreams...do you really have one? I DO :)
I like drawing...not like graphic designer or anything else that need to deal with softwares or what...just pure art, paintings and art crafts. But I can totally understand why I did not go for it...it's a rich man thing. I don't think I'm able to afford all the materials and you can't really earn...in my country. "Fly to overseas la then!!" Don't even think about it. So it's a dream, and just a dream~maybe as a hobby :) That's what my boyfie told me, and I AGREE. After all sorts of thinking, I feel no regrets upon quitting Uni and save my money, study what I really like in future. At least I still have Japanese now :) shall NOT give up and complete it!!
phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww~what a relief!!!
