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special post on a special day with a special date
i bet only people who knows mandarin understand the meaning
爱2.你0. 一1. 生3. 一1. 世4. it mean "Love you through out your life"
loving couples would love it so much
but nothing special for me HOWEVER unfortunate for me because...

THERE's NO WATER SUPPLY damn!!
already the 3rd day and what is this...oh well, i can't do anything either *cry*

anyway, i'm here to write down some new year resolution LOL *topic changes rapidly*
so 2012 is not bad, but i don't feel any changes damn!

okay, so 2013...

first of all is my weight...SIGH every girls' to-be-solved problem, why izzit so annoying zzz
but i realize that the lesser i eat, the more i'll gain!! and it's true coz my metabolism tends to slow down when i'm eating less and inconsistently. so new goal of the year is DIET!! i gotta slim down by 24 otherwise it would be harder and tougher till i become mission impossible *cry*

secondly, i need a BREAK THROUGH on my career, i need improvement and exposure so that i could work on better and have more jobs, but still under consideration on how should i move on *dilemma all the time* *decision making phobia*

since i'm kinda like aging, i need to invest on myself wisely, no longer like stingy in buying better quality goods for myself such as skin care products, lingerie, supplements and a lot more. shall be more acknowledgeable and know more about in how to keep myself healthy!!

i gotta earn more stable income for the sake of things like getting a new car, or maybe like having any other commitment, so that i'm capable with things when i need it, but it's not easy being as a freelance makeup artist, i guess i should suck it up and bare with things that i don't like.

well i guess that's pretty much already, i don't expect to have luxurious stuff but i don't mind travelling LOL can i go to some other country work and travel for like 6 months? sounds cool! but i don't really force it to happen coz there are things need to be considered of that you can't just leave like that *i am a responsible person* so...let it be~when things gonna happen you can't stop it anyhow blablabla~


i guess i should go to bed already after expressing all my thoughts
shall blog more often since i have no where else to split'em out
thanks for reading peeps, have a great day :)